Lettie (lettie) wrote,

Tears don't even help at this point.

Have you ever felt like you have done everything you can possibly do to please someone and you have failed? My problem is I seem to do that with everyone I have ever had a relationship with. What is the deal? I honestly am at a stand still and don't know what to do. I feel like nobody understands me, not my best friend, not my husband, not my mother, noone. I give and give and give and all people do is ask for more. I am only one person and I try, dammit I try but alas I should be used to it. I have never been able to satify anyone and will have to come to realize I will never be able to. I hate to be rejected. I hate to be told what to do. And I hate to be told something is for my own good. I don't want out of anything all I want is to be in. Included for just me and loved for me and treated with respect. Respect that I don't get at home or at work. Do I deserve respect? I think so I thing everyone deserves at least a little respect. I wonder how I can have all these people say they love me and feel completely alone? *Sigh*

Robert Frost
"Love is an irresistable desire to be irresistably desired."

Jacques Maritain
"We don't love qualites; we love a person; sometimes by reason of their defects as well as their qualities."
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