Have you ever felt like you have done everything you can possibly do to please someone and you have failed? My problem is I seem to do that with everyone I have ever had a relationship with. What is the deal? I honestly am at a stand still and don't know what to do. I feel like nobody understands me, not my best friend, not my husband, not my mother, noone. I give and give and give and all people do is ask for more. I am only one person and I try, dammit I try but alas I should be used to it. I have never been able to satify anyone and will have to come to realize I will never be able to. I hate to be rejected. I hate to be told what to do. And I hate to be told something is for my own good. I don't want out of anything all I want is to be in. Included for just me and loved for me and treated with respect. Respect that I don't get at home or at work. Do I deserve respect? I think so I thing everyone deserves at least a little respect. I wonder how I can have all these people say they love me and feel completely alone? *Sigh*
Robert Frost "Love is an irresistable desire to be irresistably desired."
Jacques Maritain "We don't love qualites; we love a person; sometimes by reason of their defects as well as their qualities."